Dear Ex,
I was lost in the depths of your beauty and your gentle nature that I couldn't see your shallow attitude. I never stopped caring for you as a friend but I knew that my sympathy was the last thing you needed. So I stayed away and sealed with me all our secrets.
Yes, I did make mistakes and yes I did make you cost a friend or two but do not blame me for all the wrongs in your life. I never thought that you were not "good enough" or that you didn't "deserve it."
I genuinely liked you. But all that you did was rant about my mistakes and all this while I never said anything about your flaws. Never once did I say that how insensitive you were about my feelings or how you were never my moon during my darkest nights.
You were trying to fit me in the image which you had made about your perfect boyfriend. You didn't trust me. You always had this conceited image about me from what people told you. You were filled with so many "self made" insecurities that you couldn't differ between the tangible and the intangible problems that we had. I too was hurt. I had lost my spark and lost my sense of right and wrong and was searching for love at all the wrong places. When I met you I thought that maybe she is the one who can see beyond my facade. Unfortunately you were not.
It hurts me to say that I have lost the respect I had for you after how you didn't wait like others to add dirt to the pile of filth which was already on my image and if it really was love then darling you were not the only victim.
Close your eyes and ask yourself - is it okay to cut off people's personality like a pic just to put them up in a frame that you created in your mind? Knowing what you want and creating what you want in person are two very different things.
Now finally I can say I am completely over you. I have happiness in someone who has accepted me along with my flaws and brings out the best in me. I wish the best for you too and hope that we can both stay happy in our indistinguishable distinct world.
Let's end the hate.
Peace out !😊
XOXO
I was lost in the depths of your beauty and your gentle nature that I couldn't see your shallow attitude. I never stopped caring for you as a friend but I knew that my sympathy was the last thing you needed. So I stayed away and sealed with me all our secrets.
Yes, I did make mistakes and yes I did make you cost a friend or two but do not blame me for all the wrongs in your life. I never thought that you were not "good enough" or that you didn't "deserve it."
I genuinely liked you. But all that you did was rant about my mistakes and all this while I never said anything about your flaws. Never once did I say that how insensitive you were about my feelings or how you were never my moon during my darkest nights.
You were trying to fit me in the image which you had made about your perfect boyfriend. You didn't trust me. You always had this conceited image about me from what people told you. You were filled with so many "self made" insecurities that you couldn't differ between the tangible and the intangible problems that we had. I too was hurt. I had lost my spark and lost my sense of right and wrong and was searching for love at all the wrong places. When I met you I thought that maybe she is the one who can see beyond my facade. Unfortunately you were not.
It hurts me to say that I have lost the respect I had for you after how you didn't wait like others to add dirt to the pile of filth which was already on my image and if it really was love then darling you were not the only victim.
Close your eyes and ask yourself - is it okay to cut off people's personality like a pic just to put them up in a frame that you created in your mind? Knowing what you want and creating what you want in person are two very different things.
Now finally I can say I am completely over you. I have happiness in someone who has accepted me along with my flaws and brings out the best in me. I wish the best for you too and hope that we can both stay happy in our indistinguishable distinct world.
Let's end the hate.
Peace out !😊
XOXO
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